Ok we've landed. we've landed on a family song line! i was concieved in one street down from where i live! a full circle. filled with special magic. family has such an effect on us. some of us try to escape our families... but i have faced my fears and moved in right beside them. I feel like we are communicating really well. so far so good! ohhhhh holy bejesus! it feels so good to be in a home with my beautiful son and my amazing man. The hardest part was landing. I found it hard to just let go and relax. To just sit on my couch in an empty room and just lap it up. I ended up unpacking the whole kitchen and nursery in one afternoon. I guess 4 months of nesting deprivation had an effect on me.
Now i have a home! Clarity! the future! Nesty westy! west is best! yeahhhhhh!
we had two weeks without tv, radio, internet and music. annnd it was o.k. i had my 6 month old son keeping me making up weird songs that were'nt really in tune, but they had a great rhythm!
