structure. must be strong and non- collapsible. i am structure. but i feel like im made of gingerbread.... very strong in the beggining but when put infront of a party of people my structure seems to crumble away.... I've been having a wonderful time connecting with parties of people of late! Which means Kaspar's sleep structure has been tampered with slightly.
I got to talk to someone without kaspar strapped on me! I felt so physically free, therefore more free as an individual! and they were paying me attention! I forget how that feels sometimes- Its nice. I havent been too concerned about putting myself last as a mother. It feel selfless and if you ask me- its a relief.
Well, the days are getting closer and closer to when we can move into our new place! My memories of it are great- perhaps i should lower that greatness- just in case i had 'i need a house now and anything will do' eyes on. yes good idea. I cant wait to have a nappy station set up- and our own bed back! and our stuff everywhere! I'll get to put all of my artworks in frames! oh deary me. Sorry if you have to be me to share this excitement.... its truly magnificent.
signing ohff
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